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My husband Rob and I get to share a crazy life with a son in college, three daughters, our newly-adopted preschooler, our neurotic dog Sasha, wild puppy Toby, and Alice the bunny. We spend our time writing books, homeschooling, foster parenting, and growing in our faith in Christ. Music, chocolate, and friends make the days even brighter. I am blessed beyond reason!

Monday, October 29, 2012

Holding up my hands...

Today is one of those days where I'm well aware that "foolishness is bound up in the heart of a child!"  (Prov. 22:15)  The hardest part isn't the foolishness, it's how attached the kids are to it! My kids like to out-funny each other, talk over each other, and interrupt Rob and I with silly questions and comments, especially when we're trying to get into the Word as a family. It frustrates me when I come out the other side of devotions feeling farther from the Lord than when we started!

This is a reminder that I'm in a battle. Our flesh, the world, and the enemy all are raging against our purpose as parents to share Jesus Christ with our children. The reason I get frustrated is because I get caught up in thinking it's my battle. The truth is, the battle is the Lord's.

But thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you.
Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
--1 Corinthians 15:57-58
 
When I'm tempted to give up--to just relax and browse Facebook instead of opening the Bible with the kids after dinner--this scripture encourages me to hang in there.
 
I also realize that I can't do this alone. I remember the story in Exodus 17 where Moses was praying over the Israelites as they battled the Amalekites in the wilderness.
 
As long as Moses held up his hands, the Israelites were winning, but whenever he lowered his hands, the Amalekites were winning. When Moses' hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him and he sat on it. Aaron and Hur held his hands up--one on one side, one on the other--so that his hands remained steady till sunset.  So Joshua overcame the Amalekite army with the sword.
--Exodus 17:11-13
 
My children, just like the children of Israel, have enemies who want to kill their young faith. They want to convince them that trusting in Christ and their parents is stupid. They make sinful choices look really fun and attractive. Rob and I are battling for our kids every day when we pray over them and teach the truth. Who helps to "hold up my hands" when I get tired in the battle? My husband, my church, my godly friends, and the Holy Spirit who gives me strength.
 
Tonight I'm really tired and frustrated, and wondering if they hear a word we say.  The Spirit drew near, though, and  comforted my heart with the Word. I'm so very thankful. My hands are tired but lifted up for one more day.